gah ok

so yeah, i'm still so damn lazy to upload my viet pics and vids. maybe another time. I still haven't even uploaded my recent pics I just took, like the ones from going to the zoo with jacky, my little soiree at my place, and the ones of me and sue when we went to pay our respects to Jeanette.

anyway, so school's been not too bad for the first 3 days. I have Heater for math, so I'm in for a ride. Which btw, I'm looking forward to. I have english with Johnson. She's awesome, but I do miss Lomhiem. Spare, which for the first couple days have been bland. And Art IB, and omg i'm already freaking out. I can see Zabos now, "you're workbook isn't up to the IB calibur, I need to see more from you..." hmmm, i'm definatly not looking forward to that. But my fellow IB Art people are amazing, we have so much fun in class, having tea parties and such. Though, I could stand getting teased less.

Well, going back into the regular stream will teach me something new this year, I got to adjust, meet new people all over again, and take life as it is, and take things as they come.

I'm already missing the security of IB and knowing everyone in those classes. It's not fair, the other's that get out already know some regulars from Jr. High, yet I don't cuz it wasn't my designated school. Hah! look at me! I'm such a hypocrite! I'm the one reminding people life isn't fair and just to deal with things, yet here I am complaining about it. ppffft. w.e.

So, I've been doing some thinking recently, and I think I should develope some goals. Now, I'm not talking about the goals stuff we got to do in TA, like career goals and such, but something more commonplace with me. I have two in mind so far:

1. Apply for a part time job. They're hiring everywhere! Like berserk! So Jessica, get off your damn ass and GO!!

2. Get my effin' learners. I'm sick and tired of hearing people go, "WHAT!? you don't even have your learners yet?!" Why yes! I repeat, I do not have my learner's because I feel I don't need to add another car onto the busy(to lightly put it) strees of Calgary, and transit can still get me from point A and point B. But unlike cynical me, people are right, I should get it, so I can at least drive when I'm in university, and it can be convieniet when it's not rush hour.

I've just thought of another goal! Find more time to do shit like apply for a job and study for my learner's test. And when I say, "find more time", I really mean, stop trying to find useless stuff do on the internet, and actually do something productive! When you really think about it, people have all the time in the world! They just don't know how to use it efficiently! Wow, I just thought of something so profound that I think not many people realize. Boy, do I feel smart! Hahaha. Now, I wish I was profound enough to write a book on how to use time more efficiently. I'd be rollin' in the dough then. And I'd actually follow the advice I'd have to offer, if I offered any cuz I really need to use my time more efficiently. It'd also be cool if I did invent a machine that gave me more time to do stuff, cuz then I could have my cake and eat it too.

Oh, another goal I almost forgot to mention.

3. Start a Valadictorian(sp?) speech. Shay's already got her's going!!!! Now, with the stuff you've just read do you really think I'll get it started now?

*sigh* a girl can dream can't she?